if only you knew
how to clear the thoughts
that darken my view

if only you could hear
just one prayer
to calm my fear

if only you could heal
the broken soul
this body shields

if only you could see
that it is you
I struggle to please

if only you could say
the perfect words
to make it okay

if only you could love me
for what I am
my heart you would set free

if only you could wait
it will be better
before it is too late

if only…you were here

~ Kristie Bueno